Update, March 2021

The collection of Troubadour versions went off to the publishers at last – the title is Jongleur, and I’ll post details on here when there is some solid news on its appearance. At the moment, it’s gone into what the film-makers call ‘Development Hell’, or in medieval terms, a non-specific period of wandering around an unfamiliar landscape, expecting something to happen at any moment, but with no idea when. Meanwhile, several of the poems are available on The High Window’s website edited by David Cooke, who linked it back to an earlier set of translations/versions by Peter Sirr (from Sway). There are also, I believe, soundclips: but not by me, as I was busy finalising the pamphlet text at the same time as the website was being devised. And I pronounce Occitan like someone from the north with a grade 1 CSE in French and a failed German O level (yes, those were my real results). As you can tell, the teachers didn’t put me off Europe; and I’ll be doing some rehearsal effort then I can deliver a stanza in the original once the work is in print. So, if you’d like to read about Na Castelloza’s problems with her boyfriend, or Giraut de Bornelh’s lament for his best mate Raimbaut d’Aurenga (d.1173) head across to The High Window, where the poems will be listed under the Supplementary Posts tab now, after being frontpage news during February.

I did indeed qualify for a TLC Free Read – hooray! Any day now (‘development hell’, remember?) I will receive a report back from their august mandarins, who will be able to advise me on the best way forward with the script. It is no good being under a misapprehension that the novella is publishable or funny or atmospheric, or any of those other desirable things, if it is predictable and cliched and unlikely to go anywhere. I know that writing tutors often say ‘write for the love of it’, and this might be the case with poetry, where you don’t expect to sell hundreds of copies. But I have always believed in taking a more robust attitude to other forms of writing, and if you are spending years on a project that might end up in the bin, I would bin it sooner rather than later. My characters usually feel ‘real’ in that I can imagine their lives beyond the page and the conversations they’re having – I know what their homes and workplaces look like even though I haven’t been there myself. But no matter how real the people might seem, they will just have to sit it out in the world of Otherwhere if no publishers are willing to take a chance on them.

Meanwhile we are all still living in lockdown with nowhere to go and nobody to see it with. I can’t wait to restart the things I was aiming to do last year, and I regularly check the re-opening dates for the YHA network. But I hope they’re not charging £60 for a bunkbed, which is what they attempted last year in the brief period between the covid waves. In these arrested times, it helps to do any kind of creativity no matter how modest – sewing brighter buttons onto an old tunic, turning a collection of beads into a wearable necklace, doing yet another exercise in de-cluttering. I’ve never made so many carry bags out of recycled fabrics. Ironically, this is what people were doing in the evenings before TV and the internet. Quite likely we are all travelling backwards to the time of the Troubadours again, where a metal-plated poet might ride out of the forest on his battle-horse, asking if anyone has seen his manuscript. Stay well and safe, everyone – let’s all be there at the poetry parties and the packed festivals in future, sharing the food and talking across tables without a care in the world. Until then, make every day count.

Update, January 2021

I’m glad to be rid of 2020 and here’s to a better time for all in ’21! Vaccines are on their way at last, and while live events are pushed ever further back as lockdown succeeds lockdown, it has to end at some point, yes really. Be hopeful that we can all get back to hearing our writers at events, and playing our parts at open mics and regional festivals. I’m lucky that the East Midlands ‘scene’ is welcoming and inclusive, with organisations that make it easy to get involved. And when nothing is happening, there’s a wealth of heritage and landscape to help with achieving the right frame of mind for creativity.

If you’re a regular visitor on here, you’ll know I don’t often adopt the hard sell – this site is one of the free WordPress templates so it doesn’t have any e-commerce tech in the background – but anyone who wants a book or a workshop can contact me through the Shop Stop page or leave a comment on the frontpage here, and I’ll be in touch shortly afterwards. Now, thanks to acquiring the arts ‘estate’ which was my late and much loved father’s, I have several watercolours for sale this year, some of which are also available as posters. I’ll be running a proper real-time exhibition (subject to Covid regulations) but anyone who’d rather be ahead of the curve can consult the new page on here, Bernard Parker Watercolours, and I can arrange a sale and delivery as needed. I can send different images too, since not all the available artwork is shown. I’m leaving this page up for 2021 or until I’ve sold the work, whichever is sooner – for although I don’t mind my dad barging in on my site, I’d rather it didn’t become miscellaneous and like someone selling off the contents of the family attic.

I’ve always had a love of musical instruments, so imagine how delighted I was when I saw this construction-kit hurdy gurdy. It turned out to be the best way of spending a lockdown Christmas – it wasn’t possible to visit anyone, which meant a radical change in routine. So I forgot about the turkey and instead, spent my time sticking wooden pegs into pieces of plywood. And it did a great deal to take my mind off the kind of stuff we’re all worrying about; and after three or four days of effort, I had this beautiful item complete with working keys and lots of cogs. It’s about a third of the normal size and the sound is consequently small, but I’m assured that suitable modifications will turn it into more of an instrument. For now though, it’s a lovely piece of decorative art and I’m glad I took the time to build something instead of doom-scrolling and watching DVD’s.

OK, so what’s happening in the Literature department for 2021? I’m nearly at the end of completing the troubadour translations, and this will be delivered over the next couple of months – whereupon I’ll be waiting anxiously for the readers’ report. Meanwhile, I have one of my typescripts already out there in the field, and results are also due in. I’m hoping they don’t all come back in the post on the same day – because believe it or not, I once had a massive rejection on my birthday no less, when I was sitting happily on the Yorkshire moors checking my emails (note: big mistake). At least I had a lot of space to run around screaming in. Then, there’s the TLC Free Reads scheme, which I should be eligible for this year – and an enjoyable (to write!) novella I’ve been engaged on might find its way onto that scheme if I’m lucky. I would love an impartial considered opinion on where it’s at and how it should progress – largely because it’s a new departure for me in terms of style, and while I might think it has an audience, other people might think otherwise. It’s as well to find things out before I sit down to write the next draft.

Update, November 2020

It’s a gloomy season for me, since a relative died and I’ve been occupied with organising the funeral, plus all the other things that come with it: bills, refunds, what to do with the furniture. Handing back the council house was particularly bad, for I must have been one of the last generations of children to grow up feeling not only secure in terms of tenancy, but with space, gardens, and free access to all sorts of education. There were definitely areas of deprivation in the mix, but I never felt that I was underprivileged or locked out of what the ‘richer’ kids took for granted. This is what security means – the rock-solid foundation where you know you are not less than the other people, no matter how hard they try to shake your tree. Handing a council house back means that some other family can benefit the same way I did, although it means I lose the final link with the area I come from. I wish people not only grass, like the speaker in the Douglas Dunn poem, but council houses and bus stops, and public services; proper ones, run by local authorities which aren’t contracted out.

The night before the handover, I walked past all the buildings I’d known, past the Green (the estate is on the edge of Leeds, with a village-like centre) and sat on a bench looking out over this Green to the shiny big city beyond. It looked like a dream-city, with its lit up skyscrapers in the distance – but when I left the area in 1981, the local economy had been wrecked by Government policies and it was impossible for any young person to get a job or aspire any further than the end of the street. My parents had lived through a boom time, walking out of one job on a Friday and straight into another one, better paid, on Monday morning. It never occurred to them that life could be any different; but times changed, the future looked bleak, and I was forced to leave. Now, we’re culturally averse towards providing enough of the low-cost housing which gives other people the foundation they deserve. I estimate that the period of ‘working-class’ security in housing and education only lasted around 50 years in Leeds, from the time when estates replaced the inner-city slums to the de-centralising of services and facilities in the 1980’s. Imagine, only 50 years’ grace when any Kid Average could get a life, after more than a century and a half of campaigning for rights.

It’s business as normal on the artistic front, however. The marvellous iambapoet website went live, attended by much ballyhoo on Twitter: you can soon join the fun yourself, because open submissions will start in early 2021. I’m on there reading three poems, but you’ll have to scroll to the end of the list to find me, because I come in at number 20. The project can be followed @iambapoet, for the latest news and updates. Meanwhile I’ve spent much of Lockdown translating medieval poetry – as a former medievalist, I’ve always been interested in the connection between music and literature which the poets experienced back then, and I knew a bit about the troubadours of southern France. More time at home meant I was able search out my dictionary of medieval Occitan and put in several hours’ effort each day, taking a couple of samples from a range of poets and by no means using all the same examples as previous translators. The repertoire is enormous, and there is a great deal of repetition: the poets were using a specific vocabulary, with the same terms and phrases reappearing. But it is impressive to see how often the best lyrics bear comparison with what happened later in the English Renaissance – because back then, as always, literature travelled further than the place where it was made. I’ll mention the end result again on here, if the project is a success….otherwise, my translations will join the great pile of paper in the cupboard behind me.

Update, September 2020

How intimidating are the submissions portals, when I’m reading through rules and halloween spiderprovisos on the relevant website beforehand. I feel these sharklike editors chopping down on each trembling entry, yelling ‘Nooooo! This one has used the wrong emm-dash! And OMG, is that someone who cannot operate the essential four-dimensional page-alignment program-space? Fie on them and their mimsy 18th century useless-poety weakness!’ Ohhh, I think, now here’s another outlet who won’t take my stuff; and I miss the deadline date as usual. So what about it, editor? Are you making your entry points good-to-go, or are you throwing down the hurdles for no particular reason? Do us a favour, editor, and practise what you preach, you and your level playing fields. A couple of years ago I asked a small press about why their website was so visually busy that I couldn’t find the submissions portal they had recently opened. They replied it was deliberate; if I could not navigate the site, I was probably not their kind of writer. Their site design, apparently, was done messy like that to discourage people. It lost them a sale too, since I was looking to buy one of their pamphlets at the same time. Anyway, here I am looking at yet another place of that ilk, scrolling through the rules…..

typewriter with messageMeanwhile a well-known outlet could see in excess of 2,000 poems coming in, which is a heavy load for a volunteer. One of the things which mag editors don’t want you to know is that their public-facing shop window can be made to look very high level indeed, but ultimately it’s still one or two unpaid people, a kitchen table, and maybe a friendly local printer who can offer a discount. It’s worth remembering that, when you feel so intimidated by the ultra-cool graphics and lists of requirements and provisos. There are always places where you can send stuff, thanks to the number of helpful poets who list opportunities on Twitter and elsewhere: but I feel that many of the outlets have very specific targets or wish-lists which are never made clear.

…..eventually I sent a submission off. Ironically, the website form wouldn’t accept my doc. even though it was in the format asked for; and the numpty that is me was being hindered by the numpty that was them. Later, in going over a previous submission for a press whose attitude I rather like, I discovered an inadvertent blank page inserted between pp. 1 and 2 of my work. I was sure I had sent in a page-perfect version. How on earth did that get there? If I had done this as hardcopy, I would see that a blank page had gone in. There is something to be said for old-tyme paper submissions, and if I was running a project in future, I would accept paper versions from anyone who cannot get on with the tech. I’m sure I am not the only person who turns into a complete wreck when they are trying to get a submission out. And this is why poet associates are so valuable, dear reader! When you are having a crisis of confidence and hiding under the carpet seems like a sensible decision, your associates are the ones who keep you sane and in the game.

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It didn’t matter anyway because all the stuff I was sending out [as described above] was rejected. Thank goodness for other outlets where I was able to make a contribution, and simple email access where all you have to do is press ‘send’. One of last years’ projects delivered a fine paperback to my door: The Meeting, Reading & Writing through John Clare (ed. Simon Kovesi, John Clare Society, 2020) Various poets including Clare Shaw and John Gallas, Sarah Corbett and Karen McCarthy Woolf, give reactions to aspects of Clare’s life and work, with generous selections from their workshop attendees during 2019. There is a website dedicated to the project at http://www.brookes.ac.uk/the-meeting.

Update, July 2020

Yes, a ton of events have gone online and I’m sure the workshops by Zoom are perfectly adequate for these times. However, I don’t have unlimited data here, so I couldn’t join in with any of the readings or projects once the whole of British poetry had vanished into the e-space over the rainbow. I saw a constant stream of Twitter bulletins telling me about the next great reading I could join, and there I was with not enough GB to last the month. In the end I felt defeated by the sheer number of not-opportunitienotices which I couldn’t access during deep lockdown time. So I eagerly await the re-opening of the library wifi network then I can log on and enjoy some of what my colleagues have been putting out there.

I’ve typed as far as I can with the novella; now I have to work out what the inclusions should be. Either my handwriting is bigger than I thought, or I’ve been working much slower than expected –  because when I checked the number of pages, it totals only half of what should be there. Meanwhile I have all the usual plot problems like: how far to stretch the reader’s credulity and engagement levels, bearing in mind I am writing a modern magical fable in a storyteller’s manner and not everybody likes that sort of thing. Clearly, I have a lot more work to do; and there is a whole new sub-plot which needs bringing out typewriter with messageif I don’t want a plainer, linear narrative. While creating the right kind of atmosphere, two tracks came up on the radio which suited the inner lives of the characters so exactly that I immediately put them on my playlist for inspiration. In case of future difficulty when I can’t re-enter the text, I’ll listen to these until I have the right image for where the next character should be going. So far, I’ve got one person matched up with ‘Very Good with His Hands’ from Diversions by Barry Booth; and another is matched with ‘These Days’ in a haunting version by Nico. Some of my other characters could do with a signature tune as well, but I think these two will get me to the end of the second draft. Both songs are available on YouTube, in case you’re interested in the way music and writing support each other.

There was a whole pile of rejections in late May/early June, which did nothing to alleviate the feeling of lockout as well as lockdown. Once again I had wasted money on entry fees believing I had done the right thing, and I had tied up my ‘best’ poems for an unreasonable length of time in the mistaken belief that one of them would land somewhere. In addition, I couldn’t send the same poems to a different outlet because that’s what the submission rules said. I wonder why so many places still make this request when a poem can be blogged, video’d, or performed all within the same period with no-one any the wiser. Isn’t it symptomatic of old-fashioned editorial godhead, imagining that ‘they’ are in the driving seat? But now there are plural seats, my friends, meadowsweet.JPGand we are all the drivers. I wish more of you forward-thinking journals would state on your submission details that parallel subs are fine, as long as poets contact you when a poem goes elsewhere. Your journal won’t suffer, not with all the writers out here and the size of that in-tray you’ve got. It might speed up some of these waiting periods and your contributors will be happier. However, there is better news: I am taking part in release 4 of  iamb – poetry seen and heard, the new online library directed by Mark Anthony Owen. Details of the project can be followed on Twitter @iambapoet. The third installment is due for release on 1st August, with 20 more poets; I will be in the November installment. One of the nice things about this site is the clean, minimalist interface and its classic, monochrome scheme. Lots of poets already on there, including the engaging Geraldine Clarkson, whose Monica’s Overcoat of Flesh (Nine Arches, 2020) is collecting good reviews this season. Enjoy!



Update, May 2020

And straight after the flooding came the plague, complete with panic buying and shelves being stripped before some of us could get to the supermarket after work. That is, while the job was still there during term-time. Many of my colleagues in the arts are coping with cancelled programmes and shelved festivals; I had signed up to lead a couple of workshops and take my books around the East Midlands arts fairs this summer, luckily potatowith only one set of stall fees and a workshop ticket as collateral damage. Thanks to all the places who refunded folk on time and dealt in a good-humoured way with the unexpected surge of cancellations and requests. Round my area, Metal at Peterborough, Five Leaves of Nottingham, the Newark Book Festival and the States of Independence at DMU were good, going out of their way to inform people in time. We’ll all be back, sitting in your venues and lining up for tickets as soon as we can. No rural arts centre will be safe from my investigative footsteps once this horror is over.

anthologiesI participated in Tara Skurtu’s International Poetry Circle @IntPoetryCircle sending short videos around –  but instead of my own work, I read medieval verse which is safely out of copyright. I often wonder just how many unacknowledged poems are doing the rounds on the internet with their literary estates being unaware. Sooner or later, an organisation will be raking through that data, looking for used material which wasn’t authorised; I’ve worked with literary estates, and believe me, some of them get mighty mad when one of their works turns up unannounced. Meanwhile, being indoors brought some compensations. I’ve typed up loads of old draft work and prepared newer stuff for poetry journals. I’ve been more accurate over knowing what material is being sent where, and I’ve been in just enough time to submit for a scheme run by the Society of Authors. I had a few rejections, but one set of work has gone forward into the shortlist for a magazine I’ve wanted to publish in for a long while. And, at a second attempt, the Fenland Poetry Journal took some poems; work which had been to other places previously. I hadn’t altered any lines in the meantime…. poems are often revised, but sometimes I know they are finished, and an editor is only a signpost on the way. You really don’t have to accept their opinion as the final word. As you’ll know if you’ve read my blogs before, I don’t do a lot of creative writing advice on here –  largely because I feel I have no right to pontificate over others’ hard-won lines.

I was so looking forward to a week in Northumberland over Easter; I wanted to be there in the Cheviots enjoying rural bus routes into historic towns, coming back each day with a rucksack filled with local produce and second hand books, having walked along the donkeysimmense beaches and seen oystercatchers digging their orange bills into the mudflats. Instead, it was disinfectant, hands like lobster claws, monotonous food, and life lived by email. Instead of checking students’ work, I’m spraying my doorhandles with Dettol and wondering how I can make a facemask out of an old T-shirt without it looking like a bad effort from the village jumble sale. But I hope to ‘spark some joy’ later in the season. Stay strong, everyone! It ain’t over till it’s over. And wash those hands. Here’s some cheery seaside donkeys to liven things up a bit.

Update, March 2020

bishops palace 3Poets! Are you wondering where your income is going, and do you feel it could be better spent? Me too. Last month, I paid up for a writing conference after debating long with myself over whether I should go, and could I afford it anyway. I was drawn in by the promise of time with other writers, and the potential of discussing a prose work with an agent during a 1:1 session. At last I paid up, within 2 days of the closing date. Then, having temporarily no internet at home, I tried to access the submissions portal a few days later. But it was too late – the window had closed on me, even though I still had my unused access code. Meanwhile, writers with money upfront had used an early-booking discount offer which meant that they paid less and they could access the agent scheme. As I couldn’t commit to the ticket price several months in advance, I paid more….and got less than I bargained for. Of course I didn’t realise that the number of agent slots was probably very limited to start with, and that 200 people could be in the same position as me –  even where they had successfully used the submissions portal.

I asked for a refund citing tIMG_1246he above problem with the agent event, and got a partial refund (minus £10) even though I had contacted the organisation with 7 weeks to go, leaving ample time for a resale. On asking for the whole fee back, I was told how they had refunded me as a ‘goodwill gesture’ because they would not normally refund a ticket just because the relevant portal was closed. [note to readers: check those box office return policies before giving them anything.] And, I was forfeiting a 2x booking fee for the operation of Paypal. That’s £10 gone, for the privilege of pushing a few buttons on a third-party payments window.

I hope the visiting writers have a great time. But what this incident suggests to me is: bye-bye opportunities if you aren’t a wealthier writer who can pay upfront straight away to obtain that extra level of access. I love meeting people at events, I really do, but there comes a point where ticket-buying without an improvement in my own progress becomes sterile and unproductive, making me question my reasons for going in the first place. On the other hand, I can choose not to be a Punter in future. My writing is still as valid as the other peoples’, and surely we all deserve not to be on the bottom tier of the creative-writing sales pyramid forever. I learnt a useful lesson from this incident, in that I had fallen victim to the ‘writing community’ promise against my better judgement, a promise which is not borne out unless you are happy about spending more on fees and tickets than you will ever get back in terms of seeing your work recognised or promoted.

20170526_162811On a happier note, I had a poem accepted for the Places of Poetry anthology, based on the crowd-sourced online project which ran last year between May and October. It is a read-only site now, and the resulting book (edited by Andrew McRae and Paul Farley) will be out towards the end of 2020. Another anthology (Hollow Palaces) is in production from a different project, showcasing a tradition of country house poetry across the centuries. I am pleased to be in the same vol. as ‘The Pier Glass’ by Robert Graves, one of my all-time favourite poems. I have two items in this book, both taken from Secret Villages (Flambard, 2001) and it is a welcome re-release of work which is firmly in the past from my point of view. It’s always good to know that poems can emerge by themselves later, when the writer had already consigned them to history.

Update, January 2020

snowdrop stubsI won’t go on about the New Year cliches like making new starts, being fitter, more energetic; embracing veganism and cabbage diets or any other heavily promoted purgatorial stuff. Or, for that matter, the rollcall of What I Achieved During The Previous Decade. I’m just broadly wishing you all happiness and success before the reality of Britain alone really hits us. Because, after being pleasantly connected through laws and obligations and equalities to our neighbours over the channel, we’re rowing off into the distance with – er – very little to support us, actually. So, my friends, cling onto your associates and re-tie those strings, because heck we’re gonna need them after January. This view isn’t shared by the folk who live on my road, judging by the bigger than usual cannonade of fireworks at midnight on the 31st Dec. I can’t normally see them from my front window, but it was party like it’s 1999 out there.

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I’m still working on poems left over from last years’ notes; and thanks to the workshop offer I’ve been sending around, I’ll be delivering a words and collage session at the Spalding Gentlemens’ Society Museum in February. This is the amazing treasure-house I’ve been visiting on their monthly open days, and when you are surrounded by so many priceless books and artefacts, it makes sense to join in. I’m fortunate to live in a county where such things exist; yes, everywhere has its curious places, but few of them have first editions from Isaac Newton and other scientific luminaries, all contained on premises with rooms opening off other rooms like an ever-expanding Terry Pratchett universe. Therefore, if you are near Spalding on 16th February, go along to their next (free) Open Day between 2pm and 4.30pm. If you’re not interested in writing a few stanzas, you might enjoy the orreries, ushabti, navigational instruments and rare manuscripts on display. They don’t allow photographs inside the building, so here’s a shot of their weather vane, which is a good indication of the detail and quality you can find within.

Proper Pens & Stationery – one of my favourite nerdy habit-forming things. I’m a dedicated Rotring Isograph user as a result of my Dad, who gave me an old Variant mapping pen at an early age. I love the wiry line and the density of the ink, and the little quirks from their scratchy nibs. Since you ask, the nib of choice is an 0.35 – but I’ve recently discovered the 0.4 Fineliners done by other companies which are near-as-dammit similar, and I’m almost converted. They’re certainly a lot cheaper for daily use. Given that my dayjob involves carrying a substantial case of assorted lost biros for pensstudents who never seem to have any, plus picking up and disposing of leaking, stuttering and broken plastic items, whenever I start on creative work I love to have something that gives a perfect line and feels just right in the hand. Here’s to another year of poems and assorted writings, and to minimal criticism all round! Life’s too short, people. Don’t sit on the sidelines; don’t be a passenger. Be that writer you dreamed of being when you were little.

Update, November 2019

halloween spider.JPGI gathered in my summer poetry packs from South Kesteven district – people left a surprising number of extracts from existing poems and lines remembered, showing just how far poetry penetrates into everyday life. I’m hoping to use these extracts as starting-points for workshop pieces this winter; as a result of a regional grant, I’ve been proposing workshops to the libraries in my area, and the community-run one which devises its own programme has already booked me to co-incide with World Book Day in March 2020. This time I’ll be the tutor instead of organising someone else through the county-wide scheme I was engaged on back in 2006.

Ted Hughes Festival South Yorkshire is looking good as a new-ish weekend event within easy reach for East Midlanders. The venue is great, a restored/converted grammar school (now a Business Centre) with an on-site cafe, free parking, and a central hall with decent acoustics. Events include poetry walks, community interventions, traditional workshops, and readings from poets engaged intedhughes.JPG themes/influences taken from Hughes and natural history. I was sorry to miss the Paper Round walk on the Sunday, but I hope to join in next time. I did, however, shout one of my poems on Mexborough High Street and inscribe the pavement with that well-known Hughes line, ‘the pig lay on a barrow, dead’. The friendliness of Yorks people is another good reason for going there, and you can’t fail to be impressed by Conisbrough Castle on the main road in from the A1. Ted’s statue is in the grammar school, and although his expression looks gormless, the seated figure attracts a lot of camera-wielding visitors. You can follow the team on @TedHughesSY.

A furore over the Booker Prize in that it was divided between two writers against the judges’ own regulations, and one of our fabulous small presses (GalleyBeggars) missed out on the limelight with their entry, Ducks, Newburyport (Lucy Ellman). But surely they are all winners, these people who are nominated for the Booker. The sales for any shortlister immediately rocket, and social media spreads the goodwill IMG_1246.JPGacross the world. Whatever the GalleyBeggars team spent on promotional fees will no doubt be returned in triplicate when the receipts for Ducks come in. It was by far the biggest ‘sleeper’ on the list, with people drawn into the marathon sentence only to emerge several days later filled with awe and gratitude at having met such a life-enhancing novel. The problem is not the authors or the books, it’s the judges who make up the rules and then decide to break them when the model doesn’t fit any more. We already have our winners, and the public is looking at the broader list to see what they are actually going to read instead of what the judges feel is ‘the best’. Apart from Anna Burns’ Milkman, I’m fairly resistant to Big Prize Novels; I can’t help thinking of the targets and the agendas and the right buttons being pressed.

Lincoln University Library ran a reading back in October, and the people involved were the dreadful gallery of misfits depicted here. We all went for the same colour code (mostly – see the Rupert Bear scheme on the right) with the two in the middle even going for a reverse-print effect. I had a splendid day in the city, came back clutching a guitarlele from the local branch of Musicroom, and consumed several pints of arabica blend while looking out across old walls and indie shop-fronts. Thanks to archivist Claire Arrand (woop! woop!) for organising the event; and it’s so heartening to see this university rise up from a bleak building site c. 2005 to a Lincoln event.jpgthriving academic and artistic community. Poets in the photo L to R backrow: Paul Sutherland, Peter Green, meee, Rory Waterman, Geoff Matthews; L to R frontrow: Lynda Slater, Maureen Sutton, [unknown], Kathryn Daszkiewicz. I knew some of the poets from previous readings, and I apologise for not remembering the other lady on the front row! I had a poster listing us all, which has since vanished. Such is the fleeting hand of fame.

Update, July 2019

It was the yearly bookbash at Lowdham on Saturday 29th June. As usual I enjoyed my time there, running a stall and joining with other Shoestring Press poets in a reading to celebrate the launch of Paul Binding and Malcolm Carson’s collections. I read from the Electric Artisan, which is still fairly current (no pun intended). The temperature was at a record high so visitors and participants alike were wilting by 2pm; bunewark.jpgt Lowdham has several pubs and places to eat, as well as an on-site cafe. As I knew I’d be trapped behind a stall table for the whole day apart from the reading, I took sandwiches and fizzy water – as an ex-Brownie and Girl Guide, it pays to Be Prepared. It’s a shame I didn’t see what else was happening around the site, since Book Fair Saturday is rich in performance and incident; I can recommend it as an ideal festival for those who find some of the big ones excluding towards audience members. At Lowdham, the atmosphere is always inclusive and informal. I have no picture from the event, so the image here is from Newark, which is also worth visiting!IMG_1378.JPG

There’s a Places of Poetry thing going on, as great and good people from another part of the UK have decided that Poetry is often linked to Place, and maybe we should all write poems to demonstrate it. Their website is quite lovely, although nothing unusual in itself when you can operate Google Maps and get your campsite showing up alongside its visitor rating. In this area, the nearest participating venue is Ely Cathedral –  so off I went, hoping to take part in something and maybe get a poem on the site for a Fenland location. Meeting Jen Hadfield was a delight, since I have enjoyed her work for years and I have her second collection, Nigh-No-Place (Bloodaxe). A Fens-based poet read one of her own works, and project facilitators explained about the idea as a whole, sporting some well-designed project T-shirts which should be on sale somewhere; they’re missing a trick. I wrote a few lines as a result of the experience, and I hope they will become a poem. Other poems have gone on the website at their real-life locations – one nr. Loweswater in Cumbria, two in rural Lincs, and one near Water Orton in the West Midlands. People can leave ‘likes’ on the site, which is a great idea –  I’ve liked several on my imaginary journey around the ‘Poly-olbion’ map, and I hope the favourite poems are gathered up for a new anthology later.

On July 14th I was headlining at Cheltenham Buzzwords. Now, this date was one I’d long had in mind, because I knew of its overall quality as a good gig for poets building up a performance schedule. But it took a while to come up, largely because its popularity (and the foresight of its organiser Angela France) meant the schedule for 2019 was booked at least a year ago. That’s a lesson to any poets looking for outlets – you really have to think ahead and decide where you would like to appear at least six months in advance, if not longer. As my reading coincided with spectacular cricket/tennis finals and the last night of Ledbury Poetry Festival, I didn’t expect a full turnout at the venue on Bath Road – but I made a number of booksales which sent me back holst photo.jpghome very happy indeed. I had most of the day in Cheltenham, so I went in search of the Holst Birthplace Museum ‘cos I’m a fan. Alas it was closed, although the curator explained they would have let me in ‘if only’ and ‘because’, and so on. Yes, the staff were on duty, but their exhibition-changers were in. Since I’m embarrassed easily, I didn’t make a fuss and I went away; although I bet someone who’d flown long-distance would have put up more of a fight to get in. Holst was not only an innovator in music, he was widely regarded as an inspiring teacher, and he’s one of my all-time arts heroes. There’s an impressive statue, however –  in Imperial Gardens near the Town Hall. The sculptor created an effect which means that on a night with any stars visible, the bronze figure will be ‘conducting the planets’. It’s nice when sculptors give them something to do.